Blessings...

God, you bless me too much.

You look after me.

Your blessings are neverending.

I love you.

Waiting hurts.

Sometimes I feel like giving up.
I know I won't, but I pretend.

I feel like I've been waiting my whole life.
How much longer?

I'm just going to stay in my pj's, watch episodes of The Hills and drink cups of tea.
There probably should be some Anatomy homework thrown in there...but how does that fit in with a good wallow?

Oh, I have to go, Lauren and Whitney have arrived in New York!

I guess distraction is the best cure.

But, more than that, the love of Christ fulfils my soul.
I just have to remember that.

A Walk to Remember

Help!

Self-pity is not a good thing...

MUST KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT.

There is a light at the end of the tunnel.

I am satisfied.

I must be satisfied, in the love of my heavenly Prince.

I need to know I haven't given up on romance altogether.

I am focusing on a much more stunning, spiritual, authentic romance!

Just need a little help!

5-year-old

I'm looking at my first school photo...

Gosh I was little.

Can I say I was cute?

But one question lingers...

Why do I have such a lovely golden tan at age five?

New Zealand sun?

Or maybe the fact I wasn't stuck in a ballet studio during daylight hours!

What I miss

So I was sitting on the bus today.

Surrounded by immature school girls.
Sitting next to a nerdy man who sat hunched staring at his book cover.

I felt nostaglic for school. What high school used to be.

I missed my school uniform.

Diagnosis

It appears I have an obsessive personality.

Raisin Toast.
Boy.
Gossip Girl.
Taylor Swift.
Christy Miller books.
Love.